My life is finally starting to turn around.
My mood has surprisingly not improved and I still hate everything.
@iceberg We don't love ourselves though, that's the problem!
@Cawendaw Oh fuck yes!
@raised amongst catalogs K.
I'm not sure if I hate myself or my life. I've just got a whole lot of FEELINGS going on right now and its kinda overwhelming.
@Emmanuelle Cunt Yes! He IS paying rent, buying his own groceries, chipping in on bills and he has claimed doing dishes as "his" chore. Otherwise he helps my bf out with whatever needs to be done.
@iceberg My refusal of what? Bed in the living room? My BF chimed in after I said it would be too crowded and asked him why he didn't just go and get the air mattress we lent him which is, pretty friggin' comfy.
@Emanuelle Cunt its possible that he might migrate with us to the new place, but if/when that happens it will have an expiration date. I will not let him move to a new place with us without one.
@Emmanuelle Cunt No. This is part of the problem and I need to do something about it. My BF and I have been planning on moving out of our terrible apartment for a while, but we're waiting for the bank to call and let him know the money we need has been transfered to his account. We told our friend that we are waiting to move, but we have no exact timeline. The next place will be at least a 2 bedroom, so if he's still with us when that happens we will all have a little more privacy.
Until then, I'm actually surprised at how much of a pain in the ass he's being. Because among our group of friends he and I are known as the 2 'calm, collected ones'. Which was the ONLY reason I agreed to let him stay with us, because I figured he wouldn't cause too much trouble considering we're doing him a HUGE favour.
@iceberg I asked where he would put it and he said "Well I'll move this couch" (the one he's currently sleeping on is a pull-out) "and put the bed here." And I just looked at him and said "Dude, that's way too much furniture, we're cramped in here as it is." I get it, he wants to be comfortable and all, but seriously! My bf has already sacrificed his drawing desk to make room for the guy in the first place...
@Emmanuelle Cunt Boyfriend issues happened like this: in early September he and I had it out because he refused to act like the grown ass man he is and I was sick of having to do everything for him. So I kicked him out and he went back to live with his folks for a few weeks. We talked about everything and what went wrong to see if we could fix things. Time and distance did their thing and we worked our shit out. We're back together (and living together) but much work still needs to be done. Things are, overall much MUCH better, but its a work in progress.