Whew! I feel so much better knowing I am not the only one who went through that! And my husband was deployed when I gave birth and was gone for the first 5 months, and I worked full time (only took of 7 weeks), and I had no family or friends nearby because we weren't from where we were living. I was MISERABLE! And thank you to everyone, the few "friends" I had, and my family, who made me feel like I was a complete piece of shit for not being elated about being a new parent!