OMG. This was amazing to read...and painful. Is like, I've never heard about this...not like this. So open and honest.
I mean, I'm not married, I do not have any kids, but I could actually feel you. Feel you pain. Your troubled heart.
I hope things get better soon.
You definitly need more than love to have a family and make it work. No wonder so many couples break up after having a child.
It's hard work. We all know it, but reading this is like getting hit in the head with a hammer.